Amnesia.

I didn’t have any self control. 

You make me crazy and I didn’t take my pills. I get twisted in and outside of my mind and it wasn’t really your fault this time. 

I know what you do to me and I choose to not take the remedy.  I let myself drift away into your fog. I didn’t do anything to fight it at all. I saw you reach for what is mine. It’s not your fault this time.   

You came into my very strong fortress with just one, “I’m truly sorry.” With the sound of you still love me. With a look from those green eyes that I knew so well. My whole sky went and fell. 

I’ve lost control. I know the twists and the turns. I know where the traps are laid…but I didn’t take my drugs and you can have your way.